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Jan. 28th, 2006 @ 06:59 pm The Book of Heavy Metal
This is hilarious. Dream Evil is a heavy metal Spinal Tap. This song (and from samples I've heard, the album too, The Book of Heavy Metal, is packed full of clichés in the lyrics, singing styles, and guitar riffs. Thankfully they know it and are making fun of heavy metal goofiness while simultaneously paying homage to the genre. It's funny stuff. The accompanying music video is fun too.
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 12:45 am D&D Alignment Test - or, Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
True Neutral
You scored 49% Law vs Chaos and 53% Good vs Evil!
Keep this in mind, before you read this and take it too seriously...

This test is based on a system of moral absolutes. There is no subjectivity in D&D, as it is based on a fantasy world of heroes and villains. That is why their alignment system is so simple and polar.
So naturally, if I were to apply this simple morality to modern day life, things would look very "black and white". That is why I watered down the concept of evil and good. It is very unlikely that anyone who takes this test is a mass murderer or a superhero, so Mean vs. Nice will have to take the place of good vs. evil.



Neutrality in a nutshell:

-In regard to Law vs. Chaos, neutral characters are fairly well balanced. They believe that their morality, or lack thereof, is more important than what is legal or illegal.

-In regard to good vs. evil, neutral characters tend to be somewhat selfish. They do not have a strong will to do the right thing, but they do have a conscience.


Your Alignment:

"Undecided"

This alignment is suprisingly common. Even I fall into this category.

Most people assume that they are good. They follow the rules and they are nice to people most of the time. But what do we really DO to benefit society? The answer for most of us is... not much. We just play our part, and do our own thing.

Don't feel bad though. It's better than being evil.



My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 42% on Law vs Chaos
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You scored higher than 14% on Good vs Evil
Link: The D&D Alignment Test written by ShatteredGlass1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 12:06 am Which Holy Beast Am I?
Suzaku
You scored 26 Blue Dragon, 53 Red Phoenix, 13 White Tiger, and 6 Black Tortoise!
You are Suzaku the Red Phoenix. You live in good fortune. Suzaku protects the South, and corresponds to summer, life, the element fire, red, and knowledge. Suzaku appears in times of great change and fortune. The Phoenix is said to appear only when a time of peace and prosperity is about to begin, and leaves when the era is about to end. It is debated whether the Phoenix causes the changes. Suzaku is often paired with Seiryu. You are a lucky person, you are very intelligent and manage to get by even when most would not.



My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 46% on Blue Dragon
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You scored higher than 68% on Red Phoenix
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You scored higher than 36% on White Tiger
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You scored higher than 4% on Black Tortoise
Link: The Which Holy Beast are You? Test written by PhoenixianMonk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:46 pm The Moral Philosophy Test
The Activist
You scored 27 Spiritual, 52 Ethical, and 48 Dogmatic!
You've got strong opinions and a very sharp sense of right and wrong, but that doesn't translate to any articulate spiritual stance. Mainly you're concerned with justice and the truth, and you like to take ACTION. That said, you can be a bit of an ass to people who don't feel the same way; but fortunately for you, you're pretty adorable anyway.

Jesus says: Keep on fighting the power, kiddo.



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 0% on Spiritual
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 28% on Ethical
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You scored higher than 85% on Dogmatic
Link: The Moral Philosophy Test written by kevinmdolan on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:25 pm The Psychic Abilities Test
The Clueless Psychic
Congratulations! You scored 55!
Aware of something psychic going on inside of you, you have a lot of potential. You've probably had a few experiences in life that don't add up to rational explanation, but it doesn't happen that often. When it does you're more likely to ignore it rather than investigate it. You may have a tendency to brush off impressions you get just because you don't trust them. Try being more accepting of your intuition and stop judging your hunches. With a little effort, you'll get better at interpreting the information you pick up. Give your intuition some room to grow and it will.



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 14% on eps
Link: The Psychic Abilities Test written by ouroboros77 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:29 pm The Aleister Crowley Test
Initiate
You scored 90% crowleyanity!
In the name of the secret master...
In the name of Ra-Hoor-Khuit...
And by the power vested in me by a state of innermost intoxication I convey upon you the sublime degree of Initiate of the Thelemic Illuminati. The sign is given by extending the middle finger of the right hand. The counter sign is given by a wide grin on the face of your brother or sister. The grand sign is given by lowering the middle finger and groping the crotch while saying, "Wanna get tantric?"

You know yourstuff!



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 91% on crowleyanity
Link: The Aleister Crowley Test written by baphomet257 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


*But now I'm wondering...what's the 10% I missed?!
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Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 10:50 pm It's the Holiday Season
The "holiday" season has been merciful this year. Seems to have been shorter, gone by quicker. Or maybe that's just time going by faster 'cause I'm getting older.

If I had a dollar for every time someone has wished me a Merry Christmas this month...

It was (is) annoying to have people assume I celebrate Christmas and to have them foist their Christian and familial traditions on me, but now I realize that they mean well and it's coming from a good place. Still doesn't make it right, and it's just a facade because if they really meant their "good will to man" they would practice it all year, but at least they're taking a break from being assholes for the one second they utter that phrase. Ummmm okay, great....

Got "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" stuck in my head.
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Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 10:36 pm Podcasts
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Dungen - Ta Det Lugnt
Got into podcasts a couple months ago when I stumbled across the Thelema Coast to Coast website. Since then I've tried out a lot of podcasts (though haven't even scratched the surface) and many of 'em aren't to my liking. But listed below are the good ones I've settled upon so far that are updated regularly.

* If anyone knows of any other interesting magick-related podcasts, lemme know. Besides the ones mentioned below, I've tried Lance and Graal, Pagan Power Hour, Wicked Podcast, and KHPR: Sonic Transformations, and didn't like 'em. I would like to 'endorse' and give support to well-executed magickal and Pagan podcasts through something like umm, Magick Podcasts Webring (don't look! nothing's been done with it yet).

Thelema Coast to Coast - Interviews and discussions about Thelema, practical workings, and the magickal community.

ABC News AfterNote - Daily editorial about current political events.

Deo's Shadow - Philosophical musings on Paganism, interviews, and the occasional fun parody.

Democracy Now - Just started listening today, but really enjoyed their long discussion about Bush's impeachable offense and the history of domestic spying.

Digital Debates - The American Constitution's history and application to contemporary politics.

Discovery Channel Radio - I was enjoying these episodes till they used Erich von Daniken as a source - and they took him seriously. So this one is on 'probation'.

Grape Radio - Nectar of the gods.

NewsHour with Jim Lehrer

Newsweek.com's State of the Nation

NPR 7am News Summary

Talking Metal - Interviews with musicians, discussion of music news, and hard-to-find songs played.

The Official Lost Podcast - I don't watch much TV, but am happy to declare myself a Lost addict.
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Nov. 25th, 2005 @ 07:40 pm Perception Management
Meet John Rendon, Bush's general in the propaganda war:

The Man Who Sold The War
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Oct. 31st, 2005 @ 05:32 pm "You see? You see, your stupid minds? Stupid, stupid!"
Rented the movie 'Ed Wood' with Johnny Depp a couple weeks ago, and it inspired me to rent 'Plan 9 From Outer Space'. I wanted to see what the "Worst Film of All Time" looks and smells like.



It is awful, and awfully hilarious. It's great because it doesn't take itself too seriously. Much better than 'Night of the Lepus' which I also saw a week ago, a "horror" movie about giant cuddly bunnies wreaking havoc in a small Arizonan town.

I want to see more Ed Wood movies. Ack!
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Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 11:18 pm Hey! A post!



photo by jk



So much has happened, so many things I have experienced in these past three months of non-updating that I wouldn't know where to begin, so I won't bother. But I am back and doing well, and will go from here.
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Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 11:11 pm At some unspecified time, and at an equally indeterminate location...
Reading Hitler is a bit like reading A.E. Waite. This is one sentence, the last sentence I read:

"Since in general, unfortunately, the best nations, or, even more correctly, the only truly cultured races, the standard-bearers of all human progress, all too frequently resolve in their pacifistic blindness to renounce new acquisitions of soil and content themselves with 'internal' colonization, while the inferior races know how to secure immense living areas in this world for themselves - this would lead to the following final result: The culturally superior, but less ruthless races, would in consequence of their limited soil, have to limit their increase at a time when the culturally inferior but more brutal and more natural peoples, in consequence of their greater living areas, would still be in a position to increase without limit."

Got it? Took me three reads.
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May. 28th, 2005 @ 12:00 am My Struggle with Mein Kampf
As part of my general education learning-about-life process, I've been reading 'Mein Kampf' lately when stepping outside my house for little smoke breaks. Ugh. Just ugh. His writing style sucks. It's so dense and rambling yet he rarely gives specifics. He often makes up hypothetical situations and then makes so many dumb assumptions about what these pretend peoples' thoughts and motives are, as if what he presents is the only option. He leaps to weird conclusions that have little connection to the preceding paragraphs as if it's obvious.

I'm on page 106, in the middle of Chapter 3, and ugh. I want to take a break from it. I've had enough. But I think it's important to read. So far from what I can tell amidst the rambling (and without reading more objective material about it yet), he didn't like Germany's Parliament because he thought it was a way for cowards to wield power without having to take responsibility for their actions (hiding behind a majority)....He saw a lot of art, movies, plays, etc that he thought were filthy (filthy how he doesn't say, nor does he say which pieces exactly he's referring to), and he claims that after he viewed these things he looked up info and credits about the projects and nine-tenths of them were created by Jews....From this he concludes that "filthy" Jews are running Parliament...!...And he takes at least thirty pages to say that...ugh.

One part that stuck out at me a few days ago makes me wonder if Orwell read 'Mein Kampf', because Hitler describes a process that sounds a lot like the function of the Ministry of Truth:

"The thing we designate by the word 'public opinion' rests only in the smallest part on experience or knowledge which the individual has acquired by himself, but rather on an idea which is inspired by so-called 'enlightenment', often of a highly persistent and obtrusive type.

"Just as a man's denominational orientation is the result of upbringing and only the religious need as such slumbers in his soul, the political opinion of the masses represents nothing but the final result of an incredibly tenacious and thorough manipulation of their mind and soul.

"By far the greatest share in their political 'education', which in this case is most aptly designated by the word 'propaganda', falls to the account of the press. It is foremost in performing this 'work of enlightenment' and thus represents a sort of school for grown-ups. This instruction, however, is not in the hands of the state, but in the claws of forces which are in part very inferior. In Vienna as a very young man I had the best opportunity to become acquainted with the owners and spiritual manufacturers of this machine for educating the masses. At first I could not help but be amazed at how short a time it took this great evil power within the state to create a certain opinion even where it meant totally falsifying profound desires and views which surely existed among the public. In a few days a ridiculous episode had become a significant state action, while, conversely, at the same time, vital problems fell a prey to public oblivion, or rather were simply filched from the memory and consciousness of the masses.

"Thus, in the course of a few weeks it was possible to conjure up names out of the void, to associate them with incredible hopes on the part of the broad public, even to give them a popularity which the really great man often does not obtain his whole life long; names which a month before no one had even seen or heard of, while at the same time old and proved figures of political or other public life, though in the best of health, simply died as far as their fellow men were concerned, or were heaped with such vile insults that their names soon threatened to become the symbol of some definite act of infamy or villainy."

What is also frustrating about this book is that occasionally he will describe something accurately, have an interesting insight, or put a complicated problem into straightforward terms. But then *from those* he comes up with off the wall crap that makes no sense. It makes me throw my hands up in the air and wonder how the hell did people fall (and continue to fall) for this. And then that reminds me of how a majority of Americans decided to reward Bush with another term.

Tonight I watched a three hour PBS documentary about the life of Leni Riefenstahl, the female German director and actress who shot the Nazi films "Victory of Faith" and "Triumph of the Will". Before World War II broke out, these films were given many international film awards, because they were highly stylish and she innovated many camera and artistic techniques.

I'm starting to realize while typing this that a piece of puzzle may just be selective hearing and passion. After reading Hitler's own explanations for a bit, and learning about how Leni Riefenstahl was duped, I can kinda see how dim people could be attracted to certain rhetoric and proposed policies (especially pertaining to a poor economy), get swept up in the moment and grandiose theatrics, and not pay attention to the parts that would normally, in a calm environment, make one uncomfortable or horrified. Things get escalated gradually so that it seems to be a natural progression.

That makes more sense than my frustrated digusted reaction of just saying that people suck, or that people are morons (though it's not as primitively satisfying).

Anyway, I'll keep reading it. I'm curious to see if he states detailed info about his genetic theories and his genocide plans in this book.
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May. 27th, 2005 @ 10:21 pm I'm still alive :)
Current Music: Black Sabbath - debut
Thanks to you for your kind support and suggestions about my "situation" in emails and LJ comments. I'm getting all my ducks in a row for the fight and feeling confident about a favorable outcome.

Haven't been keeping up with online communication lately, will get around to responding to stuff soon.

Dragon Rouge's site is *finally* back up after two months of hacker problems, and in honor of that:

A YELLOW Dragon Lies Beneath!


My inner dragon color is YELLOW. Click here to try the Quiz!
Your Inner Dragon is the most interesting of all. Yellows are the fourth rarest dragon of all (after Gold, Platinum and Chromatic dragons). They spend the vast majority of their time soaring high above the ground, often for no particular reason. They love to be in the air, and are thus typified as the Air Elemental dragon. Your Inner Dragon spends most of his/her time on the Plains or steppe highlands when not mingled with the air currents. All of the Elemental dragons are technically aligned "Chaotic Evil" but a Yellow is about as close as they come to being either Neutral or "Lawful Evil." So if you feel like a bit of a do-gooder sometimes, it's perfectly normal.

You like to spend time in silent, aerial meditation and would only really attack someone if provoked. Your favorable attributes are the sunrise, Spring, incense, clouds, and any kind of helpful air mass or current. When it's needed, your breath weapon is pure bolts of Lightning. How's that for a neat piece of carry-on luggage? See you amongst the clouds!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 01:20 am (no subject)
Someone committed a crime against me eleven years ago when I was sixteen. Now he is back and is literally trying to ruin my life. He doesn't quite want me dead; he wants to torture me and make me suffer the rest of my life. I learned about this on May 4. Briefly a couple times I contemplated suicide over this because it was so overwhelming and unbelievable. He wouldn't get what he wants then. But there's too much I enjoy doing in this world right now. It's funny how two weeks ago I suddenly realized I was living an outwardly stable simple life, and started seriously considering going back to college, and getting certain other things in place, expanding beyond the basics of my existence. Then a week later this began.

Life is too much of a struggle to deal with. The relentless bullshit far outweighs the occasional interesting moments. I thought it was over with, I had about seven months in a row of okay times from September 2004 to April 2005. It is that brief respite that gives me hope for a chance at a future. So this is the final battle, the wheels are in motion. If I can survive this, any future problems would pale by comparison.

One thing I have become better about since he first attacked me eleven years ago is that I am a stronger person now. The few people in this world that know many of the intimate details of my stupid life story know this. I am more of a fighter now. I won't (and can't) run away from this. Obviously a 27 year old adult is better informed about the world than a 16 year old child. This moron assumes I am still a helpless naive doormat when in fact since I'm not anymore, I can use the fact that I used to be to fight him. Magick, hope, and love strengthen my resolve.

If Justice is Adjustment, then not only will he not succeed in his new plan, he will finally thoroughly pay for the first crime, once certain facts are brought to light. Who's to say of course that there is ever-present Justice in this world, or even perfect impartial Adjustment. However it plays out, whatever the final outcome will be, he will not get what he wants, and life will be made miserable for him in the process. What a total idiot to think he could go after me again without consequences. If he had left me alone, we all would have gone about our "merry" daily lives, with no contact. There was no need to stir things up.

If I lose this battle, the destruction will be permanent. There would be no way for recovery, no amount of time or money would fix it; it would get worse with time. So there is no choice but to kick his ass using every resource at my disposal.

Simple terms: If I "win", I can still have my life (joy! how kind). If I lose, I will die.
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Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 10:04 am Another 2 yr anniversary
As of today, I have been with my employer for two years. I worked for a bank for two years, but quit immediately after. So this is now my longest job. Funny, considering I think our industry is obnoxious. But it's a very easy laid-back job with great benefits. And I don't mind promoting obnoxiousness...sometimes. ;)
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Apr. 13th, 2005 @ 06:11 pm Morrowind:
Another opportunity to shirk (fake) responsibility!
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Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 09:31 pm My "dating" profile
Current Music: Kamelot - The Fourth Legacy
This quiz was exactly right. heh. This is not an advertisement...

Your dating personality profile:

Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Your date match profile:

Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Sensual
2. Funny
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Liberal
6. Outgoing
7. Intellectual
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Stylish
10. Athletic
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Intellectual
2. Funny
3. Shy
4. Adventurous
5. Liberal
6. Practical
7. Stylish
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Traditional
10. Romantic

Take the Dating Personality Quiz - Get Dating Advice
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 10:08 pm LJ Haiku
Haiku generated from entries in my LJ )
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Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:28 pm Who knew?
Current Music: Rammstein - Mutter
According to this Gematria Calculator, my website Asiya's Shadows is:

This site is certified 95% EVIL by the Gematriculator

This site is certified 5% GOOD by the Gematriculator
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:01 pm Happy Two Years
Today (March 21st) I have been in Texas for two years. And it is me and my guy's two year anniversary. I had to work today (uggh) but I have the next six days off. Yay!
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Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm Awww sweet, 2 year anniversary...of killing people in Iraq
...and it continues.

American & Coalition Deaths and Wounded

Extremely conservative count of Iraqi Deaths

Bush declared victory and an end to major combat in May 2003.
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Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 12:25 am Spam
Some spam subject lines are getting pretty weird...These spammers must be getting desperate for people's attention:

The mighty cucumber lives again!

You can get the rollax you've dreamt of armpit!

fairy midwives defined by 964

A proverb never lies, it is only its meaning which deceives xIrArH

Do you prefer Plain or Peanut M&M's?

Dr. Perricone discusses green tea with Oprah 03/16/05

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This one takes the cake (this was truly *one* subject line):
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On a related note, check out Spamusement, cartoons inspired by actual spam subject lines. Majority of the cartoons are funny, and they seem to get funnier, more hilarious as you go down the list, after warming up to the concept.
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Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 12:01 am Gmail
Want a Gmail account? This site is giving away hundreds of thousands of invites.

http://isnoop.net/gmail/

I've used the same Yahoo email address for personal (non-Asiya) email for seven years now, and literally get thousands of spams delivered to my Spam folder every day. Problem was, Yahoo had this annoying habit of occasionally delivering important non-spam "real" email to the Spam folder, so I would have to hunt through thousands of silly subject lines to find one piece of relevant email.

Spent a couple hours today notifying everyone and all my subscriptions and alerts and whatnot. The Yahoo email address will not be used anymore. I'll keep it open for any "trickles", any lingering things or people I may have forgotten to inform. But any of you who have my "real name" email address, just change the @yahoo.com to @gmail.com.

Also snagged three Gmail accounts/usernames that are magickally related, but highly doubt I'll ever be using those. Got 'em just as backup if my website's email or ISP's email were to act up.
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Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 11:25 pm LJ Meme from [info]tarots
Current Mood: recovering
Current Music: Rammstein - Reise, Reise
Go to your 'friends' page. Click on the name of the seventh person who posted. Go to his or her 'friends' page. Click on the name of the seventh person who posted. Repeat until you are seven LJs from your own. If you come across someone who doesn't have seven entires on their friends page, pick the last one. If the seventh entry is a journal you have already visited on this trip, or a community, skip down to the next one and continue).


1. [info]mojodragonfly
2. [info]songwthoutwords
3. [info]indiewallflower
4. [info]petrifries
5. basket_case07
6. [info]orangeaddict69
7. [info]rockstar_wr_89

1) What is the title of this journal?
in the hizzle fo shizzle

2) How many communities does this person belong to?
Two

3) List any interests you share in common with this user.
Two - movies, music

4) List any friends you have in common with this user.
None

5) Where does this user live?
Michigan, United States

6) What is the seventh sentence in this user's most recent journal entry?
"i was uber pissed at the beginning of the day."

7) What is the first sentence in this user's seventh most recent journal entry?
"fuck"
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Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 09:49 pm Mr. Bungle No More
*sigh* ...This was posted as a web-only article on RollingStone.com on Dec 8. I had gone looking for Bungle news to see if they were working on a new album. It's not a huge surprise, given Patton's numerous projects and Bungle's traditional long intervals between albums, but it's still a disappointment.


Mr. Bungle Go Kaput

After a five-year recording break, experimental rockers Mr. Bungle are officially done. "I'm at a point now where I crave healthy musical environments, where there is a genuine exchange of ideas without repressed envy or resentment, and where people in the band want to be there regardless of what public accolades may come their way," says singer Mike Patton. "Unfortunately, Mr. Bungle was not one of those places."

The multi-member band (whose core members included Patton, guitarist Trey Spruance, bassist Trevor Dunn, saxophonist Clinton "Bar" McKinnon and drummer Danny Heifetz) originally formed back in the mid-Eighties in Eureka, California, while its members were still in high school. Then Patton joined Faith No More before their commercial breakthrough, 1989's The Real Thing. The boost in exposure landed Bungle a recording contract with Warner Bros., which released 1991's Mr. Bungle, 1995's Disco Volante and 1999's California.

Although Bungle never matched Faith No More's commercial success, they gained a large cult following and influenced recent funk/metal chart-toppers -- most notably Korn, whose guitarists utilize what they've dubbed the "Mr. Bungle chord." Also, long before Slipknot, Bungle donned masks onstage to hide their identities.

"We could have probably squeezed out a couple more records but the collective personality of this group became so dysfunctional," Patton says. "This band was poisoned by one person's petty jealousy and insecurity, and it led us to a slow, unnatural death. And I'm at peace with that, because I know I tried all I could."

With Bungle now removed from his schedule planner, Patton will spend next year focusing on his myriad of other bands. Peeping Tom, for which Patton plays all of the instruments himself, will finally release an oft-delayed debut, and there will be records by Fantomas and Tomahawk, as well as General Patton vs. the X-ecutioners, a collaboration with turntable specialists the X-ecutioners. The singer has also recently branched out beyond rock -- into acting, in Steve Balderson's Firecracker; and scoring, for the forthcoming video game, Bully.

And of course, Patton continues to run his label, Ipecac, which will release new material from the likes of Washington, D.C., noise-mongers Orthrelm, British prog-rock duo Guapo and ambient one-man band the Locust. "When something is important to you, you find a way to make the time," the multi-tasking Patton says. "Or rather, the time makes itself."
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Feb. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:43 am Time for another inconsequential meme
Current Music: Sublime - self-titled
1. What time did you get up this morning?
10 am

2. Diamonds or pearls?
Emeralds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Finding Neverland

4. What is your favorite TV show?
The only shows I watch nowadays are Survivor, The Apprentice, and Lost. I love Donald Trump - he's so cheesy and ridiculous, and he knows it, but he doesn't care.

5. What did you have for breakfast?
Raisin bran cereal

6. What is your middle name?
----.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Mexican and Italian equally

8. What foods do you dislike?
Coconut sucks.

9. What is your favorite chip flavor?
Sour cream 'n onion

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment?
hrm...still Therion's 'Lemuria / Sirius B'

11. Favorite Sandwich?
Veggies with cheese, when it's done right

12. What characteristics do you despise?
Despicableness

13. Favorite item of clothing?
Jeans

14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
Just to chill with real vacationing, San Diego. For travel "cultural" purposes, Germany.

15. What color is your bathroom?
White and navy blue

16. Favorite brand of clothing?
None really, I just buy whatever suits me

17. Where would you retire?
pfft...retire? I can't even imagine me at 35 years old, let alone 65.

18. Favorite time of day?
Midnight

19. What was your most memorable birthday?
19th. My high-school best friend Eddie threw me a surprise birthday party and that was the last time I saw him, and I got my first personal computer, went onto the net for the first time ever - someone in a chatroom asked me where I was, and I said my living room :-P

20. Where were you born?
Illinois

21. Favorite sport to watch?
Hockey

22. Who do you least expect to fill this out?
[info]tarotica, of course

23. Person you expect to fill it out first?
[info]freetaco

24. What fabric detergent do you use?
Tide with Bleach Alternative

25. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke

26. What makes you most happy about the world?
music

27. What makes you most sad about the world?
Nothing makes me *sad* about the *world* - certain events in the world make me angry, and certain internal processes depress me, but I rarely feel bland sadness like a pet goldfish died or something.

28. What do you order at a coffee shop?
Latte

29. What's your new years resolution?
There's a few, and I've stuck to them all so far. :)
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Feb. 22nd, 2005 @ 12:04 am Finally!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Rhapsody - Symphony Of Enchanted Lands
2 iPods, 13 CDs, 5 DVDs, 1 software program. Yeah, I went nuts at Amazon.com tonight. But it was all free from my employer. ;)

It's so purty...


Now I can be totally anti-social during breaks at work - instead of listening to my co-workers complain about the job I'll be listening to Therion and Rhapsody and Symphony X and Manhattan Transfer and Nightwish and FNM and Mr Bungle and Madonna and Kamelot and Amr Diab and Megadeth and Heart and Led Zeppelin and...you get the idea. *blissful sigh*
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