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Jan. 28th, 2006 @ 06:59 pm The Book of Heavy Metal
This is hilarious. Dream Evil is a heavy metal Spinal Tap. This song (and from samples I've heard, the album too, The Book of Heavy Metal, is packed full of clichés in the lyrics, singing styles, and guitar riffs. Thankfully they know it and are making fun of heavy metal goofiness while simultaneously paying homage to the genre. It's funny stuff. The accompanying music video is fun too.
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 12:45 am D&D Alignment Test - or, Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
True Neutral
You scored 49% Law vs Chaos and 53% Good vs Evil!
Keep this in mind, before you read this and take it too seriously...

This test is based on a system of moral absolutes. There is no subjectivity in D&D, as it is based on a fantasy world of heroes and villains. That is why their alignment system is so simple and polar.
So naturally, if I were to apply this simple morality to modern day life, things would look very "black and white". That is why I watered down the concept of evil and good. It is very unlikely that anyone who takes this test is a mass murderer or a superhero, so Mean vs. Nice will have to take the place of good vs. evil.



Neutrality in a nutshell:

-In regard to Law vs. Chaos, neutral characters are fairly well balanced. They believe that their morality, or lack thereof, is more important than what is legal or illegal.

-In regard to good vs. evil, neutral characters tend to be somewhat selfish. They do not have a strong will to do the right thing, but they do have a conscience.


Your Alignment:

"Undecided"

This alignment is suprisingly common. Even I fall into this category.

Most people assume that they are good. They follow the rules and they are nice to people most of the time. But what do we really DO to benefit society? The answer for most of us is... not much. We just play our part, and do our own thing.

Don't feel bad though. It's better than being evil.



My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 42% on Law vs Chaos
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You scored higher than 14% on Good vs Evil
Link: The D&D Alignment Test written by ShatteredGlass1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 12:06 am Which Holy Beast Am I?
Suzaku
You scored 26 Blue Dragon, 53 Red Phoenix, 13 White Tiger, and 6 Black Tortoise!
You are Suzaku the Red Phoenix. You live in good fortune. Suzaku protects the South, and corresponds to summer, life, the element fire, red, and knowledge. Suzaku appears in times of great change and fortune. The Phoenix is said to appear only when a time of peace and prosperity is about to begin, and leaves when the era is about to end. It is debated whether the Phoenix causes the changes. Suzaku is often paired with Seiryu. You are a lucky person, you are very intelligent and manage to get by even when most would not.



My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 46% on Blue Dragon
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 68% on Red Phoenix
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You scored higher than 36% on White Tiger
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 4% on Black Tortoise
Link: The Which Holy Beast are You? Test written by PhoenixianMonk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:46 pm The Moral Philosophy Test
The Activist
You scored 27 Spiritual, 52 Ethical, and 48 Dogmatic!
You've got strong opinions and a very sharp sense of right and wrong, but that doesn't translate to any articulate spiritual stance. Mainly you're concerned with justice and the truth, and you like to take ACTION. That said, you can be a bit of an ass to people who don't feel the same way; but fortunately for you, you're pretty adorable anyway.

Jesus says: Keep on fighting the power, kiddo.



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 0% on Spiritual
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 28% on Ethical
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 85% on Dogmatic
Link: The Moral Philosophy Test written by kevinmdolan on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:25 pm The Psychic Abilities Test
The Clueless Psychic
Congratulations! You scored 55!
Aware of something psychic going on inside of you, you have a lot of potential. You've probably had a few experiences in life that don't add up to rational explanation, but it doesn't happen that often. When it does you're more likely to ignore it rather than investigate it. You may have a tendency to brush off impressions you get just because you don't trust them. Try being more accepting of your intuition and stop judging your hunches. With a little effort, you'll get better at interpreting the information you pick up. Give your intuition some room to grow and it will.



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 14% on eps
Link: The Psychic Abilities Test written by ouroboros77 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:29 pm The Aleister Crowley Test
Initiate
You scored 90% crowleyanity!
In the name of the secret master...
In the name of Ra-Hoor-Khuit...
And by the power vested in me by a state of innermost intoxication I convey upon you the sublime degree of Initiate of the Thelemic Illuminati. The sign is given by extending the middle finger of the right hand. The counter sign is given by a wide grin on the face of your brother or sister. The grand sign is given by lowering the middle finger and groping the crotch while saying, "Wanna get tantric?"

You know yourstuff!



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 91% on crowleyanity
Link: The Aleister Crowley Test written by baphomet257 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


*But now I'm wondering...what's the 10% I missed?!
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sealofsun
Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 10:50 pm It's the Holiday Season
The "holiday" season has been merciful this year. Seems to have been shorter, gone by quicker. Or maybe that's just time going by faster 'cause I'm getting older.

If I had a dollar for every time someone has wished me a Merry Christmas this month...

It was (is) annoying to have people assume I celebrate Christmas and to have them foist their Christian and familial traditions on me, but now I realize that they mean well and it's coming from a good place. Still doesn't make it right, and it's just a facade because if they really meant their "good will to man" they would practice it all year, but at least they're taking a break from being assholes for the one second they utter that phrase. Ummmm okay, great....

Got "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" stuck in my head.
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Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 10:36 pm Podcasts
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Dungen - Ta Det Lugnt
Got into podcasts a couple months ago when I stumbled across the Thelema Coast to Coast website. Since then I've tried out a lot of podcasts (though haven't even scratched the surface) and many of 'em aren't to my liking. But listed below are the good ones I've settled upon so far that are updated regularly.

* If anyone knows of any other interesting magick-related podcasts, lemme know. Besides the ones mentioned below, I've tried Lance and Graal, Pagan Power Hour, Wicked Podcast, and KHPR: Sonic Transformations, and didn't like 'em. I would like to 'endorse' and give support to well-executed magickal and Pagan podcasts through something like umm, Magick Podcasts Webring (don't look! nothing's been done with it yet).

Thelema Coast to Coast - Interviews and discussions about Thelema, practical workings, and the magickal community.

ABC News AfterNote - Daily editorial about current political events.

Deo's Shadow - Philosophical musings on Paganism, interviews, and the occasional fun parody.

Democracy Now - Just started listening today, but really enjoyed their long discussion about Bush's impeachable offense and the history of domestic spying.

Digital Debates - The American Constitution's history and application to contemporary politics.

Discovery Channel Radio - I was enjoying these episodes till they used Erich von Daniken as a source - and they took him seriously. So this one is on 'probation'.

Grape Radio - Nectar of the gods.

NewsHour with Jim Lehrer

Newsweek.com's State of the Nation

NPR 7am News Summary

Talking Metal - Interviews with musicians, discussion of music news, and hard-to-find songs played.

The Official Lost Podcast - I don't watch much TV, but am happy to declare myself a Lost addict.
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Nov. 25th, 2005 @ 07:40 pm Perception Management
Meet John Rendon, Bush's general in the propaganda war:

The Man Who Sold The War
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Oct. 31st, 2005 @ 05:32 pm "You see? You see, your stupid minds? Stupid, stupid!"
Rented the movie 'Ed Wood' with Johnny Depp a couple weeks ago, and it inspired me to rent 'Plan 9 From Outer Space'. I wanted to see what the "Worst Film of All Time" looks and smells like.



It is awful, and awfully hilarious. It's great because it doesn't take itself too seriously. Much better than 'Night of the Lepus' which I also saw a week ago, a "horror" movie about giant cuddly bunnies wreaking havoc in a small Arizonan town.

I want to see more Ed Wood movies. Ack!
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Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 11:18 pm Hey! A post!



photo by jk



So much has happened, so many things I have experienced in these past three months of non-updating that I wouldn't know where to begin, so I won't bother. But I am back and doing well, and will go from here.
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loodraam
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 11:11 pm At some unspecified time, and at an equally indeterminate location...
Reading Hitler is a bit like reading A.E. Waite. This is one sentence, the last sentence I read:

"Since in general, unfortunately, the best nations, or, even more correctly, the only truly cultured races, the standard-bearers of all human progress, all too frequently resolve in their pacifistic blindness to renounce new acquisitions of soil and content themselves with 'internal' colonization, while the inferior races know how to secure immense living areas in this world for themselves - this would lead to the following final result: The culturally superior, but less ruthless races, would in consequence of their limited soil, have to limit their increase at a time when the culturally inferior but more brutal and more natural peoples, in consequence of their greater living areas, would still be in a position to increase without limit."

Got it? Took me three reads.
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May. 28th, 2005 @ 12:00 am My Struggle with Mein Kampf
As part of my general education learning-about-life process, I've been reading 'Mein Kampf' lately when stepping outside my house for little smoke breaks. Ugh. Just ugh. His writing style sucks. It's so dense and rambling yet he rarely gives specifics. He often makes up hypothetical situations and then makes so many dumb assumptions about what these pretend peoples' thoughts and motives are, as if what he presents is the only option. He leaps to weird conclusions that have little connection to the preceding paragraphs as if it's obvious.

I'm on page 106, in the middle of Chapter 3, and ugh. I want to take a break from it. I've had enough. But I think it's important to read. So far from what I can tell amidst the rambling (and without reading more objective material about it yet), he didn't like Germany's Parliament because he thought it was a way for cowards to wield power without having to take responsibility for their actions (hiding behind a majority)....He saw a lot of art, movies, plays, etc that he thought were filthy (filthy how he doesn't say, nor does he say which pieces exactly he's referring to), and he claims that after he viewed these things he looked up info and credits about the projects and nine-tenths of them were created by Jews....From this he concludes that "filthy" Jews are running Parliament...!...And he takes at least thirty pages to say that...ugh.

One part that stuck out at me a few days ago makes me wonder if Orwell read 'Mein Kampf', because Hitler describes a process that sounds a lot like the function of the Ministry of Truth:

"The thing we designate by the word 'public opinion' rests only in the smallest part on experience or knowledge which the individual has acquired by himself, but rather on an idea which is inspired by so-called 'enlightenment', often of a highly persistent and obtrusive type.

"Just as a man's denominational orientation is the result of upbringing and only the religious need as such slumbers in his soul, the political opinion of the masses represents nothing but the final result of an incredibly tenacious and thorough manipulation of their mind and soul.

"By far the greatest share in their political 'education', which in this case is most aptly designated by the word 'propaganda', falls to the account of the press. It is foremost in performing this 'work of enlightenment' and thus represents a sort of school for grown-ups. This instruction, however, is not in the hands of the state, but in the claws of forces which are in part very inferior. In Vienna as a very young man I had the best opportunity to become acquainted with the owners and spiritual manufacturers of this machine for educating the masses. At first I could not help but be amazed at how short a time it took this great evil power within the state to create a certain opinion even where it meant totally falsifying profound desires and views which surely existed among the public. In a few days a ridiculous episode had become a significant state action, while, conversely, at the same time, vital problems fell a prey to public oblivion, or rather were simply filched from the memory and consciousness of the masses.

"Thus, in the course of a few weeks it was possible to conjure up names out of the void, to associate them with incredible hopes on the part of the broad public, even to give them a popularity which the really great man often does not obtain his whole life long; names which a month before no one had even seen or heard of, while at the same time old and proved figures of political or other public life, though in the best of health, simply died as far as their fellow men were concerned, or were heaped with such vile insults that their names soon threatened to become the symbol of some definite act of infamy or villainy."

What is also frustrating about this book is that occasionally he will describe something accurately, have an interesting insight, or put a complicated problem into straightforward terms. But then *from those* he comes up with off the wall crap that makes no sense. It makes me throw my hands up in the air and wonder how the hell did people fall (and continue to fall) for this. And then that reminds me of how a majority of Americans decided to reward Bush with another term.

Tonight I watched a three hour PBS documentary about the life of Leni Riefenstahl, the female German director and actress who shot the Nazi films "Victory of Faith" and "Triumph of the Will". Before World War II broke out, these films were given many international film awards, because they were highly stylish and she innovated many camera and artistic techniques.

I'm starting to realize while typing this that a piece of puzzle may just be selective hearing and passion. After reading Hitler's own explanations for a bit, and learning about how Leni Riefenstahl was duped, I can kinda see how dim people could be attracted to certain rhetoric and proposed policies (especially pertaining to a poor economy), get swept up in the moment and grandiose theatrics, and not pay attention to the parts that would normally, in a calm environment, make one uncomfortable or horrified. Things get escalated gradually so that it seems to be a natural progression.

That makes more sense than my frustrated digusted reaction of just saying that people suck, or that people are morons (though it's not as primitively satisfying).

Anyway, I'll keep reading it. I'm curious to see if he states detailed info about his genetic theories and his genocide plans in this book.
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May. 27th, 2005 @ 10:21 pm I'm still alive :)
Current Music: Black Sabbath - debut
Thanks to you for your kind support and suggestions about my "situation" in emails and LJ comments. I'm getting all my ducks in a row for the fight and feeling confident about a favorable outcome.

Haven't been keeping up with online communication lately, will get around to responding to stuff soon.

Dragon Rouge's site is *finally* back up after two months of hacker problems, and in honor of that:

A YELLOW Dragon Lies Beneath!


My inner dragon color is YELLOW. Click here to try the Quiz!
Your Inner Dragon is the most interesting of all. Yellows are the fourth rarest dragon of all (after Gold, Platinum and Chromatic dragons). They spend the vast majority of their time soaring high above the ground, often for no particular reason. They love to be in the air, and are thus typified as the Air Elemental dragon. Your Inner Dragon spends most of his/her time on the Plains or steppe highlands when not mingled with the air currents. All of the Elemental dragons are technically aligned "Chaotic Evil" but a Yellow is about as close as they come to being either Neutral or "Lawful Evil." So if you feel like a bit of a do-gooder sometimes, it's perfectly normal.

You like to spend time in silent, aerial meditation and would only really attack someone if provoked. Your favorable attributes are the sunrise, Spring, incense, clouds, and any kind of helpful air mass or current. When it's needed, your breath weapon is pure bolts of Lightning. How's that for a neat piece of carry-on luggage? See you amongst the clouds!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 01:20 am (no subject)
Someone committed a crime against me eleven years ago when I was sixteen. Now he is back and is literally trying to ruin my life. He doesn't quite want me dead; he wants to torture me and make me suffer the rest of my life. I learned about this on May 4. Briefly a couple times I contemplated suicide over this because it was so overwhelming and unbelievable. He wouldn't get what he wants then. But there's too much I enjoy doing in this world right now. It's funny how two weeks ago I suddenly realized I was living an outwardly stable simple life, and started seriously considering going back to college, and getting certain other things in place, expanding beyond the basics of my existence. Then a week later this began.

Life is too much of a struggle to deal with. The relentless bullshit far outweighs the occasional interesting moments. I thought it was over with, I had about seven months in a row of okay times from September 2004 to April 2005. It is that brief respite that gives me hope for a chance at a future. So this is the final battle, the wheels are in motion. If I can survive this, any future problems would pale by comparison.

One thing I have become better about since he first attacked me eleven years ago is that I am a stronger person now. The few people in this world that know many of the intimate details of my stupid life story know this. I am more of a fighter now. I won't (and can't) run away from this. Obviously a 27 year old adult is better informed about the world than a 16 year old child. This moron assumes I am still a helpless naive doormat when in fact since I'm not anymore, I can use the fact that I used to be to fight him. Magick, hope, and love strengthen my resolve.

If Justice is Adjustment, then not only will he not succeed in his new plan, he will finally thoroughly pay for the first crime, once certain facts are brought to light. Who's to say of course that there is ever-present Justice in this world, or even perfect impartial Adjustment. However it plays out, whatever the final outcome will be, he will not get what he wants, and life will be made miserable for him in the process. What a total idiot to think he could go after me again without consequences. If he had left me alone, we all would have gone about our "merry" daily lives, with no contact. There was no need to stir things up.

If I lose this battle, the destruction will be permanent. There would be no way for recovery, no amount of time or money would fix it; it would get worse with time. So there is no choice but to kick his ass using every resource at my disposal.

Simple terms: If I "win", I can still have my life (joy! how kind). If I lose, I will die.
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loodraam
Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 10:04 am Another 2 yr anniversary
As of today, I have been with my employer for two years. I worked for a bank for two years, but quit immediately after. So this is now my longest job. Funny, considering I think our industry is obnoxious. But it's a very easy laid-back job with great benefits. And I don't mind promoting obnoxiousness...sometimes. ;)
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loodraam
Apr. 13th, 2005 @ 06:11 pm Morrowind:
Another opportunity to shirk (fake) responsibility!
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Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 09:31 pm My "dating" profile
Current Music: Kamelot - The Fourth Legacy
This quiz was exactly right. heh. This is not an advertisement...

Your dating personality profile:

Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Your date match profile:

Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Sensual
2. Funny
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Liberal
6. Outgoing
7. Intellectual
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Stylish
10. Athletic
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Intellectual
2. Funny
3. Shy
4. Adventurous
5. Liberal
6. Practical
7. Stylish
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Traditional
10. Romantic

Take the Dating Personality Quiz - Get Dating Advice
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 10:08 pm LJ Haiku
Haiku generated from entries in my LJ )
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Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:28 pm Who knew?
Current Music: Rammstein - Mutter
According to this Gematria Calculator, my website Asiya's Shadows is:

This site is certified 95% EVIL by the Gematriculator

This site is certified 5% GOOD by the Gematriculator
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sealofsun
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:01 pm Happy Two Years
Today (March 21st) I have been in Texas for two years. And it is me and my guy's two year anniversary. I had to work today (uggh) but I have the next six days off. Yay!
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asiya
Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm Awww sweet, 2 year anniversary...of killing people in Iraq
...and it continues.

American & Coalition Deaths and Wounded

Extremely conservative count of Iraqi Deaths

Bush declared victory and an end to major combat in May 2003.
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loodraam
Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 12:25 am Spam
Some spam subject lines are getting pretty weird...These spammers must be getting desperate for people's attention:

The mighty cucumber lives again!

You can get the rollax you've dreamt of armpit!

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A proverb never lies, it is only its meaning which deceives xIrArH

Do you prefer Plain or Peanut M&M's?

Dr. Perricone discusses green tea with Oprah 03/16/05

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This one takes the cake (this was truly *one* subject line):
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On a related note, check out Spamusement, cartoons inspired by actual spam subject lines. Majority of the cartoons are funny, and they seem to get funnier, more hilarious as you go down the list, after warming up to the concept.
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Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 12:01 am Gmail
Want a Gmail account? This site is giving away hundreds of thousands of invites.

http://isnoop.net/gmail/

I've used the same Yahoo email address for personal (non-Asiya) email for seven years now, and literally get thousands of spams delivered to my Spam folder every day. Problem was, Yahoo had this annoying habit of occasionally delivering important non-spam "real" email to the Spam folder, so I would have to hunt through thousands of silly subject lines to find one piece of relevant email.

Spent a couple hours today notifying everyone and all my subscriptions and alerts and whatnot. The Yahoo email address will not be used anymore. I'll keep it open for any "trickles", any lingering things or people I may have forgotten to inform. But any of you who have my "real name" email address, just change the @yahoo.com to @gmail.com.

Also snagged three Gmail accounts/usernames that are magickally related, but highly doubt I'll ever be using those. Got 'em just as backup if my website's email or ISP's email were to act up.
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loodraam
Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 11:25 pm LJ Meme from [info]tarots
Current Mood: recovering
Current Music: Rammstein - Reise, Reise
Go to your 'friends' page. Click on the name of the seventh person who posted. Go to his or her 'friends' page. Click on the name of the seventh person who posted. Repeat until you are seven LJs from your own. If you come across someone who doesn't have seven entires on their friends page, pick the last one. If the seventh entry is a journal you have already visited on this trip, or a community, skip down to the next one and continue).


1. [info]mojodragonfly
2. [info]songwthoutwords
3. [info]indiewallflower
4. [info]petrifries
5. [info]basket_case07
6. [info]orangeaddict69
7. [info]rockstar_wr_89

1) What is the title of this journal?
in the hizzle fo shizzle

2) How many communities does this person belong to?
Two

3) List any interests you share in common with this user.
Two - movies, music

4) List any friends you have in common with this user.
None

5) Where does this user live?
Michigan, United States

6) What is the seventh sentence in this user's most recent journal entry?
"i was uber pissed at the beginning of the day."

7) What is the first sentence in this user's seventh most recent journal entry?
"fuck"
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Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 09:49 pm Mr. Bungle No More
*sigh* ...This was posted as a web-only article on RollingStone.com on Dec 8. I had gone looking for Bungle news to see if they were working on a new album. It's not a huge surprise, given Patton's numerous projects and Bungle's traditional long intervals between albums, but it's still a disappointment.


Mr. Bungle Go Kaput

After a five-year recording break, experimental rockers Mr. Bungle are officially done. "I'm at a point now where I crave healthy musical environments, where there is a genuine exchange of ideas without repressed envy or resentment, and where people in the band want to be there regardless of what public accolades may come their way," says singer Mike Patton. "Unfortunately, Mr. Bungle was not one of those places."

The multi-member band (whose core members included Patton, guitarist Trey Spruance, bassist Trevor Dunn, saxophonist Clinton "Bar" McKinnon and drummer Danny Heifetz) originally formed back in the mid-Eighties in Eureka, California, while its members were still in high school. Then Patton joined Faith No More before their commercial breakthrough, 1989's The Real Thing. The boost in exposure landed Bungle a recording contract with Warner Bros., which released 1991's Mr. Bungle, 1995's Disco Volante and 1999's California.

Although Bungle never matched Faith No More's commercial success, they gained a large cult following and influenced recent funk/metal chart-toppers -- most notably Korn, whose guitarists utilize what they've dubbed the "Mr. Bungle chord." Also, long before Slipknot, Bungle donned masks onstage to hide their identities.

"We could have probably squeezed out a couple more records but the collective personality of this group became so dysfunctional," Patton says. "This band was poisoned by one person's petty jealousy and insecurity, and it led us to a slow, unnatural death. And I'm at peace with that, because I know I tried all I could."

With Bungle now removed from his schedule planner, Patton will spend next year focusing on his myriad of other bands. Peeping Tom, for which Patton plays all of the instruments himself, will finally release an oft-delayed debut, and there will be records by Fantomas and Tomahawk, as well as General Patton vs. the X-ecutioners, a collaboration with turntable specialists the X-ecutioners. The singer has also recently branched out beyond rock -- into acting, in Steve Balderson's Firecracker; and scoring, for the forthcoming video game, Bully.

And of course, Patton continues to run his label, Ipecac, which will release new material from the likes of Washington, D.C., noise-mongers Orthrelm, British prog-rock duo Guapo and ambient one-man band the Locust. "When something is important to you, you find a way to make the time," the multi-tasking Patton says. "Or rather, the time makes itself."
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loodraam
Feb. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:43 am Time for another inconsequential meme
Current Music: Sublime - self-titled
1. What time did you get up this morning?
10 am

2. Diamonds or pearls?
Emeralds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Finding Neverland

4. What is your favorite TV show?
The only shows I watch nowadays are Survivor, The Apprentice, and Lost. I love Donald Trump - he's so cheesy and ridiculous, and he knows it, but he doesn't care.

5. What did you have for breakfast?
Raisin bran cereal

6. What is your middle name?
----.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Mexican and Italian equally

8. What foods do you dislike?
Coconut sucks.

9. What is your favorite chip flavor?
Sour cream 'n onion

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment?
hrm...still Therion's 'Lemuria / Sirius B'

11. Favorite Sandwich?
Veggies with cheese, when it's done right

12. What characteristics do you despise?
Despicableness

13. Favorite item of clothing?
Jeans

14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
Just to chill with real vacationing, San Diego. For travel "cultural" purposes, Germany.

15. What color is your bathroom?
White and navy blue

16. Favorite brand of clothing?
None really, I just buy whatever suits me

17. Where would you retire?
pfft...retire? I can't even imagine me at 35 years old, let alone 65.

18. Favorite time of day?
Midnight

19. What was your most memorable birthday?
19th. My high-school best friend Eddie threw me a surprise birthday party and that was the last time I saw him, and I got my first personal computer, went onto the net for the first time ever - someone in a chatroom asked me where I was, and I said my living room :-P

20. Where were you born?
Illinois

21. Favorite sport to watch?
Hockey

22. Who do you least expect to fill this out?
[info]tarotica, of course

23. Person you expect to fill it out first?
[info]freetaco

24. What fabric detergent do you use?
Tide with Bleach Alternative

25. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke

26. What makes you most happy about the world?
music

27. What makes you most sad about the world?
Nothing makes me *sad* about the *world* - certain events in the world make me angry, and certain internal processes depress me, but I rarely feel bland sadness like a pet goldfish died or something.

28. What do you order at a coffee shop?
Latte

29. What's your new years resolution?
There's a few, and I've stuck to them all so far. :)
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Feb. 22nd, 2005 @ 12:04 am Finally!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Rhapsody - Symphony Of Enchanted Lands
2 iPods, 13 CDs, 5 DVDs, 1 software program. Yeah, I went nuts at Amazon.com tonight. But it was all free from my employer. ;)

It's so purty...


Now I can be totally anti-social during breaks at work - instead of listening to my co-workers complain about the job I'll be listening to Therion and Rhapsody and Symphony X and Manhattan Transfer and Nightwish and FNM and Mr Bungle and Madonna and Kamelot and Amr Diab and Megadeth and Heart and Led Zeppelin and...you get the idea. *blissful sigh*
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Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 12:52 am Austin Poetry Slam / Work Schedule
Someone lemme know how the slam was tonight, particularly the Haiku Rumble...


I haven't been to the slam since the New Year began. Not like it was a resolution, it's just worked out that way so far. Too much to do. But I will be back next Wednesday, every Wednesday, till at least March 26. That day my work schedule will change, and it will be effective for six months. As of now the hours and days off are undetermined - I'll be selecting a schedule end of February. I'm working on a special project that only a few others are on so the schedules to choose from will be extremely limited. Rumor has it that we'll be able to choose between two options: Mon - Fri nights, in which case I wouldn't be able to go to the slam, and I really don't like not having a weekday off to run errands, but it's more in tune with my body because I'm a night person, and I will get a raise. Or my normal Fri - Tues, but working day hours, in which case I would be paid less than what I am now, but would work the days I like to work, and I would be able to go to the slam. If this is actually how it will be (if the rumor is true - and they usually are), then I must go with the more money option. There's no way I'm going to give myself a paycut for doing the same work. In which case, no more slam from March 26 to September!! So ya see, I must go to these next five slams.
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Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 01:10 am The Capitol
[info]tarotica sent me a photo from 1911 of Congress Avenue looking north to the State Capitol Building (I'm in love with that building - my future workplace). That and a couple other comparison photos are down here in one of these silly lj-cuts (the photos are somewhat large, even resized).

Oh yeah, and thumbs up to the Ten Commandments...

Photos )
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Feb. 12th, 2005 @ 12:39 am Feuer Overtüre/Prometheus Entfesselt
Damn. I absolutely love this song by Therion. Gives me this amazing emboldened, anticipative, expansive feeling. It's sung completely in German. Couldn't find any translations via Google over a few months' time. In the back of my mind I've been thinking, I want to translate this puppy. A fun little learning project, and then I can maybe see if the lyrics have any connection with the feeling it gives me. So I finally go to get started on it tonight. Last minute I search the Therion fan club site (restricted access where only paying members can view it - and because of that, Google can't spider the pages). A translation of the song has been on there since July 2004 - shortly after the album 'Lemuria' was released in Europe. Doh! Damnit. *I* wanted to be the one to translate that song. Such disappointment at finding what I was looking for. ;)

[Original German:]
Feuer Overtüre/Prometheus Entfesselt


Ersteig' den höchsten Berg
Trotze des Zeus Gesetz
Stiel die Feuerfackel
Schenke sie dem Menschengeschlecht

Des Prometheus Funke
Ward zur Menschenseele
In Ketten schlug ihn Zeug
An den Fels im Kaukasus

[Chorus:]
Prometheus Fessel
Sie sei gelöst!
Prometheus Kette
Erlöst den Gott eur' Seele
Prometheus Fessel
Sie sei gelöst!
Prometheus steig' auf
Dem Adler und Rauche gleich

Zeus straft die Menschheit mit
(Der) Büchse der Pandora
Aber Herakles Kraft
Entfesselt den Titanen

Gewunden im Leid
Doch fühlst es kaum
Du stahlst der Sonne Feuer
Erleustest der Menschen Nacht

[Chorus repeat]


[English Translation:]
Fire Overture / Prometheus Unchained


Climb the highest mountain
Defy the law of Zeus
Steal the fire torch
Give it to the human race

Prometheus' spark
Became the human soul
In chains put him Zeus
At the rock in Kaukasus

[Chorus:]
Prometheus' fetter
It be undone!
Prometheus' chain
Release the god of your soul
Prometheus' fetter
It be undone!
Prometheus rise
Like the eagle and smoke

Zeus punishes mankind by
(The) box of Pandora
But Herakles' force
Unleashes the Titan.

Wound in suffering
But you hardly feel it
You stole the solar fire
Illuminated the humans' night
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sealofsun
Feb. 6th, 2005 @ 12:46 am Nifty Math Trick
Current Music: Manhattan Transfer - Pastiche
Can someone tell me how this kind of thing works? I tried it with both my cell phone and home phone numbers and it was right...


1. Grab a calculator. (you won't be able to do this one in your head)
2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code)
3. Multiply by 80
4. Add 1
5. Multiply by 250
6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number
7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again
8. Subtract 250
9. Divide number by 2

Do you recognize the answer?
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Jan. 24th, 2005 @ 12:01 am I stole [info]stoner_witch's stolen music meme.
1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by?
The Manhattan Transfer, because they've recorded over 20 albums.

2. What was the last song you listened to (voluntarily)?
a song written for me, about me, by a nice guy

3. What's in your CD player right now?
nothing, it's all mp3s....last "album" played on iTunes was Rhapsody - Symphony of Enchanted Lands

4. What song would you say sums you up?
"Star A.D." by Faith No More

5.What's your favorite local band?
none...all of 'em I've heard so far are just good for background music

6. What was the last show you attended?
The last *real* show was Ozzy/Black Sabbath. Damn, it's been a couple years.

7.What was the greatest show you've ever been to?
Fantomas

8. What's the shittiest band you've ever seen in concert?
pretty much all local Phoenix bands

9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of?
Metallica

10. What's the most musically involved you have been?
writing songs, singing, playing instruments

11. What show are you looking forward to?
Therion in America for the first time ever, in September! Only 9 months away!

12.What is your favorite band t-shirt?
Mr. Bungle "none of them knew they were robots"

13. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day?
Christofer Johnsson

14. What musician would you like to hump for a day?
ha...Christofer Johnsson

15. Metal question - jeans and Leather vs. Cracker Jack clothes?
jeans and leather, of course!

16. Sabbath or solo Ozzy?
Either one, but only the Ozzy years of Sabbath

17. Commodores or solo Lionel Richie?
Commodores

18. Blackjack or solo Michael Bolton?
yuck...just can't do it...neither

19. Does Primus suck?
ehh...they're okay. I don't listen to them on my own, but if someone else has them on, I don't mind.

21. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek?
I already knew I was a music geek...

22. What was the greatest decade for music?
well 1990s is my sentimental favorite, since that's the decade I grew up in

23.How many music related videos/DVDs do you own?
just one - MT's "Vocalese" live DVD. Used to own about 15, 20 music DVDs, but left them in Phoenix.

24. Do you like Journey?
please...Journey's the same as Michael Bolton to me...whiny easy listening pop

25. Don't try to pretend you don't!
bleh...if we have to do retro, give me something that's fun.

26. What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
the classic Pulp Fiction soundtrack
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Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 02:14 am War on Muslims Part III
Current Mood: absolutely fantastic!!!!!!!!!!
Great! So this is lined up as the next Holy Battle in the Holy War after the overwhelming successes of Afghanistan and Iraq.

Seymour Hersh, the journalist who broke the Abu Ghraib prisoner torture story, is at it again:

U.S. Conducting Secret Missions Inside Iran
Sun Jan 16, 2005

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - The United States has been conducting secret reconnaissance missions inside Iran to help identify potential nuclear, chemical and missile targets, The New Yorker magazine reported Sunday.

The article, by award-winning reporter Seymour Hersh, said the secret missions have been going on at least since last summer with the goal of identifying target information for three dozen or more suspected sites.

Hersh quotes one government consultant with close ties to the Pentagon as saying, "The civilians in the Pentagon want to go into Iran and destroy as much of the military infrastructure as possible."

One former high-level intelligence official told The New Yorker, "This is a war against terrorism, and Iraq is just one campaign. The Bush administration is looking at this as a huge war zone. Next, we're going to have the Iranian campaign."

The White House said Iran is a concern and a threat that needs to be taken seriously. But it disputed the report by Hersh, who last year exposed the extent of prisoner abuse at the Abu Ghraib prison in Iraq.

"We obviously have a concern about Iran. The whole world has a concern about Iran," Dan Bartlett, a top aide to President Bush, told CNN's "Late Edition."

Of The New Yorker report, he said: "I think it's riddled with inaccuracies, and I don't believe that some of the conclusions he's drawing are based on fact."

Bartlett said the administration "will continue to work through the diplomatic initiatives" to convince Iran -- which Bush once called part of an "axis of evil" -- not to pursue nuclear weapons.

"No president, at any juncture in history, has ever taken military options off the table," Bartlett added. "But what President Bush has shown is that he believes we can emphasize the diplomatic initiatives that are underway right now."

COMMANDO TASK FORCE

Bush has warned Iran in recent weeks against meddling in Iraqi elections.

The former intelligence official told Hersh that an American commando task force in South Asia is working closely with a group of Pakistani scientists who had dealt with their Iranian counterparts.

The New Yorker reports that this task force, aided by information from Pakistan, has been penetrating into eastern Iran in a hunt for underground nuclear-weapons installations.

In exchange for this cooperation, the official told Hersh, Pakistani President Pervez Musharraf has received assurances that his government will not have to turn over Abdul Qadeer Khan, the father of Pakistan's atomic bomb, to face questioning about his role in selling nuclear secrets to Iran, Libya and North Korea.

Hersh reported that Bush has already "signed a series of top-secret findings and executive orders authorizing secret commando groups and other Special Forces units to conduct covert operations against suspected terrorist targets in as many as 10 nations in the Middle East and South Asia."

Defining these as military rather than intelligence operations, Hersh reported, will enable the Bush administration to evade legal restrictions imposed on the CIA's covert activities overseas.
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Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 12:52 am Hopeless
Is there a chip I can buy for my grey matter that would install time management skills? ...like, seriously...

It's bizarre how I'm *perfect* with time management when it comes to work. I'm the star.

At home, I have a million and one things to do, and I struggle to cope with it all, where even things that I greatly *want* to do take on the aura of burdensome chores.
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Jan. 16th, 2005 @ 11:41 pm meme
Meme lifted from [info]stoner_witch

1) First Grade Teacher: Mrs. Willard

2) Last word you said: "Ow!" (stubbed my toe)

3) Last song you sang: "Believer" by Ozzy

4) Last person you hugged: my special someone

5) Last thing you laughed at: the results of the book quiz on my last LJ entry

6) Last time you said "I love you": tonight

7) Last time you cried: ummm...last time I can *remember* crying is during November over the results of the US election

8) What's in your CD player: nothing...it's all mp3s nowadays

9) What color socks are you wearing: black

10) What's under your bed: the floor

11) What time did you wake up today: 10 am

12) Current taste: cheese quesadilla

13) Current hair: red, curly, free-flowing

14) Current clothes: navy blue sweatshirt, green sweatpants

15) Current annoyance: my busy email inbox

16) Current longing: to not have to work...

17) Current desktop picture: the Helix Nebula, NGC 7293

18) Current worry: people might be thinking that I'm ignoring them by not replying to emails and returning calls promptly...sorry...it's nothing personal.

19) Current hate: Bush administration

20) Story behind your LJ username: see...Why the Name Asiya?

21) Current favorite article of clothing: black jeans

22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: long hair

23) Last CD that you bought: (this is a little embarrassing, but it has sentimental value...) Amy Grant - Unguarded

24) Favorite place to be: home

25) Least favorite place: work

26) Time you wake up in the morning: always 10 am

27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: I played clarinet and harmonica for years. Started to learn bass guitar a few years ago, but stopped. If I could just snap my fingers and would instantly be an expert player, it'd be the bass.

28) Favorite color: green

29) Do you believe in an afterlife: no

30) How tall are you: 5'8"

31) Current favorite word/saying: "a million and one"

32) Favorite book: don't have one of all time...currently it's '1984'

33) Favorite season: Spring

34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Lamont

35) Favorite day: Thursday

36) Where do you want to go: anywhere in Europe

37) What is your career going to be like: Career? ewww.

39) What kind of car will you have: Aston Martin V12 Vanquish S.

40) Type a line you remember from any book: "Hundreds of times! Well, scores of times, anyway." - '1984', how many times Julia has had sex

41) A random lyric: "The key of will, the keyhole to fill" *snicker* Therion - Let the New Day Begin (the song I'm listening to at this moment)
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Jan. 16th, 2005 @ 11:06 pm Oh my god!
I had resolved no more quizes posted to LJ, but couldn't resist this!




You're 1984!

by George Orwell

You have this uncanny feeling that you're always being watched. Thus
life has become a bit of a show as you try to portray yourself as much more reputable
than you actually are. All around you, people seem to accept an unending stream of lies
and propaganda without flinching. Your only hope may be a star-crossed love affair, but
pain seems stonger than love. If you have any older brothers, be very wary of
them.



Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

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asiya
Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 03:08 am 2 + 2 = 5, because the Party says so.
"It appeared that there had even been demonstrations to thank Big Brother for raising the chocolate ration to twenty grams a week. And only yesterday, he reflected, it had been announced that the ration was to be reduced to twenty grams a week. Was it possible that they could swallow that, after only twenty-four hours? Yes, they swallowed it. Parson swallowed it easily, with the stupidity of an animal. The eyeless creature at the other table swallowed it fanatically, passionately, with a furious desire to track down, denounce, and vaporize anyone who should suggest that last week the ration had been thirty grams. Syme, too - in some more complex way, involving doublethink - Syme swallowed it. Was he, then, alone in the possession of a memory?"

- '1984'

I feel like that a lot regarding the Bush administration, that only a handful of people in the US easily recognize their contradictory lies and are baffled by how others not only swallow it, but support it and hatefully vilify those who point out the truth.

Buried in the news today, the Bush administration has conceded that Iraq was not in possession of WMD. But, and we all know this to be true because otherwise Bush wouldn't say it, the tens of thousands of people murdered, homes destroyed, lives disrupted, was "absolutely worth it".

http://www.iht.com/articles/2005/01/12/news/arms.html

http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/national/207628_wmd13.html

What really gets me is that WE ALREADY KNEW THIS. There was never any evidence supporting that Iraq had WMD. Yet these imbeciles who voted for Bush will just nod their heads and say, "Absolutely worth it - WMD wasn't the real reason we went to war anyway. Hail Bush!" The Bush administration's constant bleating about Saddam's imminent mushroom cloud never happened, because they declare it never happened.
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Jan. 12th, 2005 @ 11:30 pm Turmoil in Blogland
From Salon.com:

Turmoil in blogland

Publishing tool LiveJournal nurtures a dazzling array of unorthodox subcultures. But will diversity continue to flourish in the wake of its purchase by blogging start-up Six Apart?

By danah boyd
Jan. 8, 2005 | The Internet has always been a special place for freaks, geeks, queers and other alienated populations. Online, these marginalized members of society created communities that relished their idiosyncrasies. Collectively, they helped one another take pride in their identities and practices -- whether the passion be learning how to make synthetic hair, collecting Japanese manga or engaging in sexual practices frowned on by the mainstream.

The result is an infrastructure of support for a new form of social solidarity -- a set of collective beliefs, practices and values -- that operates outside of the dominant culture. Most important, these communities have been created virtually, across space, a feature that is particularly valuable for nonmobile populations -- teens without driver's licenses, for instance.

Right now, the communities grouped together by LiveJournal offer one of the most vibrant examples of online subcultural vitality. LiveJournal, according to its own current description, is a "personal publishing tool." But it's much more than that: To its users, LiveJournal is still a community where you can offer "an up-to-the-minute log of whatever you're doing, when you're doing it" and control who gets to see this.

For a service whose active users number in the millions, LiveJournal's demographics skew athwart the mainstream: younger, more female and more resistant to the dominant culture. And in a business climate where the word "blog" is on every other Web observer's lips, even the tools used by the alienated have become desirable to investors. Thus the news, confirmed on Thursday, that the company had been purchased by the venture-capital-backed blogging technology start-up Six Apart. For those of us who care about keeping space open for anyone who veers from the straight and narrow, this business deal is cause for concern.

Over the years, a variety of digital tools have been used to support online subcultures -- Usenet, Yahoogroups, EzBoard, specialized Web communities, etc. But right now, LiveJournal brings together a set of software applications that are nurturing one of the most robust and thriving arrays of subcultural communities anywhere online. The variety of communities supported is amazing and, to some people, disturbing or even terrifying, such as the communities of people engaged in self-mutilation or eating disorders. But this is all part of subcultural life -- good and bad. And one of the things that makes LiveJournal special is that it is not just a set of software applications. There is also an extensive network of emotional support, both formally and informally.

The dominant culture has a habit of demonizing anything it doesn't understand -- particularly those subcultures that are formed by marginalized populations who are often resisting aspects of mainstream life. But these subcultures play a critical social role: They help restabilize individuals in a society trapped in perpetual anomie.

Anomie -- a term popularized in sociology by Emile Durkheim -- refers to the state of ultimate societal loss of moral direction and meaning. At its most extreme, cultural anomie results in cultural and individual suicide.

Society has already ostracized many marginalized individuals, placing them in a position of limbo, making them uncertain about how to find meaning and grounding. People who have participated in subcultural life were often alienated by mainstream society long before they found supportive communities. Subcultural participation becomes an act of self-empowerment whereby individuals find a community that loves them for who they are instead of trying to encourage them to be cookie-cutter members of society.

This is not to say that one should romanticize subcultures. Yet, for some, those who have been flung from the ropes of mainstream society, subcultures are a safety net.

Over the years, I have spoken with many individuals for whom LiveJournal has served as that safety net -- people who did not have a community of like-minded souls in their everyday life but found direction online. This is not to say that the larger blogosphere does not offer this kind of support for some. It truly does. Yet, consistently, LiveJournal supports some of the most at-risk individuals, the most explicit subcultures. The LJ community knows how to support these individuals, and I am in particular awe of LJ's support/abuse team for doing what is needed when things get out of hand.

It is for this reason that my heart started beating rapidly when Six Apart decided to purchase LiveJournal. Although this sale may seem like the merger of two prominent blogging companies, it is not that simple. LiveJournal has a particular kind of culture that has formed very distinct from the broader "blogosphere."

Six Apart consistently provides excellent tools for those who want to be bloggers, but they started by building tools, not by building community. Whether LiveJournal founder Brad Fitzpatrick intended to or not, he created a community that exists far beyond his tools.

Even though 2004 has been marked as the Year of the Blog, there is no universal blogging culture nor even a common definition of the term. There are many different cultures within the blogosphere and within LiveJournal -- cultures with different needs, desires, intentions. Yet, at the broadest level, the culture of LiveJournal is distinct from the culture of the blogosphere, even if the actual practice is quite similar: to share that which is most meaningful to you with those who will be interested.

The distinction is often categorized by the terms "amateur journalism" as opposed to "public diarying" -- an unfortunate dichotomy that is awkward and fails to represent most of what bloggers and LJers do. Yet in terms of identification, there is often a split. Most people who use LiveJournal talk about their "LJ," not their "blog."

There is no doubt that Six Apart recognizes and values LiveJournal and the community that is embedded in it. At BlogTalk in Vienna, Austria, Mena Trott (the president of Six Apart) began her speech by stating that "I feel strongly -- and have always -- that personal weblogs are often marginalized because of their presumed triviality." She chastised self-identified bloggers for dismissing practices that appeared different from their own. But Trott also recognized cultural differences, noting that her original conception of bloggers reflected those who valued punditry and sought very large audiences to challenge journalism and politics. But through her work on TypePad -- a blogging service hosted by Six Apart -- she realized that there was an extensive population of bloggers who did not have these goals in mind -- they wanted to post only for their friends and family.

It is the intimacy of friends, family and people-like-me that LiveJournal has fostered. When Six Apart bought LiveJournal, it did not simply purchase a tool -- it bought a culture. LJ challenges a lot of assumptions about blogging, and its users have different needs. They typically value communication and identity development over publishing and reaching mass audiences. The culture is a vast array of intimate groups, many of whom want that intimacy preserved. LiveJournal is not a lowbrow version of blogging; it is a practice with different values and needs, focused far more on social solidarity, cultural work and support than the typical blog. It is heavily female, young and resistant. There is no doubt that Six Apart values this, and it should. But at the same time, the act of purchasing someone's house does require responsibility if you want to do right by the tenants, even when those tenants look nothing like any other tenants you have ever seen.

The freaks, geeks and queers need LiveJournal now more than ever before -- they need the safety net that will help them find grounding. My hope is that Six Apart will learn from LiveJournal and treat LJers with nonpatronizing respect. In essence, the company must first value the social contract and culture that are LiveJournal and then let LiveJournal teach it how to make those better.
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Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 12:01 am Didn't we settle this 80 years ago?
Dover, Pennsylvania school board member Bill Buckingham is upset at their science dept's recommendation of a certain biology textbook...because it's "laced with Darwinism".

"This country [USA] wasn't founded on Muslim beliefs or evolution...This country was founded on Christianity, and our students should be taught as such."

Buckingham would be happy to learn that the Qur'an has the same creation story as the Christian Bible. And there are Islamic fundamentalists who, like their Christian counterparts, believe that the theory of evolution is a plot by Satanists to deceive and steer the lambs onto the wrong path. For instance, Harun Yahya, a Muslim author who's written books with titles like: 'The Evolution Deceit', 'Why Darwinism is Incompatible with the Qur'an', and 'Disasters Darwinism Brought to Humanity'. Fun!
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Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 10:24 pm Queasy Feeling About a Decade With No Name
Current Mood: trying to catch up w/ my inbox
Current Music: Manhattan Transfer - The Offbeat of Avenues
I've been bitchin' about this lately, so [info]tarotica sent me this New York Times article:


Queasy Feeling About a Decade With No Name
By CLYDE HABERMAN


The city may never sleep, but it always sells.

As soon as the sweepers got rid of the New Year's confetti over the weekend, stores started putting out their Valentine's Day junk, er, specialty items. Never mind that the holiday was more than six weeks away or that many people had yet to recover from hangovers. There was fresh merchandise to push, and no time to waste.

So red hearts sprouted in some neighborhoods as surely as orange peels blossom on public beaches after Memorial Day. A Barnes & Noble outlet on the Upper West Side blazed the trail with offerings that included Lucky at Love: The Risqué Card Game Where Everyone Gets Lucky. Wink, wink.

Hard to believe, but we took a pass.

Actually, as anyone with a calendar will tell you, Valentine's Day is not the next major event. Thursday is Three Kings Day. But bigger still for most people will be Jan. 17, the day this year for celebrating the birth of the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

The problem with King Day, though, is that no one has figured out how to make a decent buck on it. It's almost un-American. Other holidays have traditional gifts associated with them. Or they are convenient occasions for selling used cars or overstocked gym suits at 50 percent off: We will not be undersold!

In contrast, King Day retains much of its reverential spirit. Perhaps it will always be so. We may not know for sure until the generations that lived through the civil rights movement and King's assassination fade away. Washington's Birthday, at the start, was also probably not used to sell Hyundais.

The dutiful attention that New York commerce pays to holidays masks a shocking disregard of another calendar-related situation that grows more dire with each passing year. The problem has been discussed in this column a couple of times. But it is now reaching crisis proportions.

Here we are, nearly halfway through this decade, and we have yet to figure out what to call it.

The word "nearly" is used because the actual midpoint will not be reached until next Jan. 1. As every numerate person knows, the decade - and the century and the millennium, for that matter - began four years ago, on Jan. 1, 2001, and not, as commonly believed, on Jan. 1, 2000.

Over the years, a bunch of names have been suggested, like the Oughts, the Naughts, the Naughties, the Zips, the Ohs, even the Preteens. Not one has taken root.

The Atlanta Journal-Constitution invited readers the other day to submit ideas of their own. "We could call them the MM's," one person wrote, mindful that M is the Roman letter for 1,000. Another reader proposed "the Awful O's," while a politically minded man suggested "Double Zero," representing "our choices for president."

None of these seem destined to stick, either.

THIS is no trivial concern. Each decade assumes, however imprecisely, its own character in popular thought. Mention the 60's, and people think of sex, dope, protest and rock 'n' roll. Say the 70's, and dumb clothes and even dumber hairstyles leap to mind.

Certainly, this turbulent decade is no less deserving of an identity. Instead, poor nameless soul, it is often labeled the 21st century.

"This is pompous and stupid," said Timothy Noah, a columnist for Slate who appreciates the gravity of the matter. A conspicuous tendency to refer to problems like Islamic terrorism as "challenges of the 21st century," Mr. Noah wrote just before New Year's, "presumes that we know a lot more about what will happen during the next 95 years than we really do."

Quite right. Who in January 1905 would have predicted one world war, let alone two, or such life-altering innovations as television, computers and Tickle Me Elmo?

Naming the decade assumes greater urgency as we enter 2005. In the digital age, this could be a most confusing year.

If you write "2005" in the blocky style of watches and other digital devices, then hold the paper up to a mirror, the reflected image looks exactly like the real thing. (Kids, you may safely perform this experiment at home.) There has not been a year like this since 1881, when "digital" usually had something to do with fingers.

In short, this has the makings of a backward year. Who knows what kinds of reversals may occur? Throw in 9/11, continuing wars, devastating tsunamis and reality TV, and you can understand why some believe that no name is more fitting for this decade than the Oh-Ohs.
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Jan. 1st, 2005 @ 11:58 pm Appearance
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Therion - Lemuria
I will take better care of myself physically this year. I have let myself go somewhat, I'm used to being able to do pretty much anything and not have it affect me. Well I guess I'm getting older. :( Must lose 20 pounds, meaning stepping it up at the gym and not eating at night. Must get more sleep; 3 or 4 hours isn't cutting it anymore. Must get super expensive facials or something at a spa (well, maybe). Must remember to take my vitamins every single day.

It's half-depressing, half-inspiring, to look at photos of me a few years ago and see what a hot babe I was...and it was all effortless. And now I'm half-way there again...just have to discipline myself more strongly.

I realized the other day why I gained the weight. I was tired of having to beat off the guys with sticks. I was in my first monogamous relationship, and it was also my longest, lasting four years. Monogamy doesn't come naturally to me, and gaining the weight was a coping mechanism, a shield. So that I wouldn't look as good, wouldn't feel sexy, wouldn't have guys hit on me. heh. It worked. And now that I lost 30 pounds last year, the spark is coming back...and it's fun! And at times annoying. But I'll take the annoyances with the fun, and deal with it in a healthier, less fucked up way.
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Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 12:16 am Funny-stupid stereotypical jokes
This was a chain joke letter being passed around email boxes at my work...

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy


OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime


SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.


GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.


HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.


LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. [Ouch!!]


PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.


DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.


HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
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asiya
Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 12:10 am Top Politically Correct Words of 2004
1. Device for master and captured device for slave in computer networking terminology
2. Non-same sex marriage, for marriage used in Democratic Presidential Primaries
3. Waitron for waiter or waitress
4. Red Sox Lover for Yankee Hater during the ALCS playoffs
5. Higher Power for God
6. Progressive for classical liberal
7. Incurious rather than more impolite invectives for President Bush (such as idiot or moron)
8. Insurgents substituting for terrorists in Iraq
9. Baristas rather than waitrons
10. First year student rather than Freshman, though Frosh is still acceptable

From The Global Language Monitor
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Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 10:13 pm Winter Haiku
Been enjoying the book 'Haiku: The Poetry of Zen' that a friend gave me. Here's a few of my favorites from the "Winter" section, since it's the Winter Solstice tomorrow.

Come, let's go
Snow-viewing
Till we're buried.
- Basho

Wintery day,
On my horse
A frozen shadow.
- Basho

Confined within doors
A priest is warming himself
Burning a Buddha statue.
- Natsume Soseki

Winter well:
A bucketful
Of starlight.
- Horiuchi Toshimi

At the winter solstice
The sun permeates the firmament
Of the mountain province.
- Iida Dakotsu

See the river flow
In a long unbroken line
On the field of snow.
- Boncho

Glittering flakes:
The wind is breaking
Frozen moonlight.
- Horiuchi Toshimi

Miles of frost -
On the lake
The moon's my own.
- Buson
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Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 01:30 am Manhattan Transfer
I'm so disappointed in the Manhattan Transfer. I have loved them and been obsessed with them since I was fourteen, when in 1992 I saw the tail-end of a live performance of "The Offbeat of Avenues" on MTV. It was completely different from anything else I heard at the time. It was my introduction to jazz. They were extremely influential on my songwriting and vocal style in my teenaged years. I met and hung out with them twice in Phoenix and San Diego, and thought they were the most awesome, fun people. They were my musical idols in a way, so it seriously pains me to admit that I can't stand how they're turning out in their...older...years.

They have put out 24 albums in 29 years. Mostly quirky, wacky, and fun, with a versatile mix of jazz, pop, R&B, and rock. They released one of their best, tightest albums ever in 1997, 'Swing'. And now their last two studio albums, the ones after 'Swing', have sucked. Their voices are even better than ever, but the selection of material leaves something to be desired. Most of the songs are slow, have no punch or energy, and worst of all, no atmosphere or attitude. It's easy-listening. The latest album has one up-tempo song, which is actually a cool jazz tempo (a vocalese of a Miles Davis song). You'd think they would have taken a cue from their album's title: 'Vibrate' (cell phone vibration alert). Don't even get me started on 2000's disastrous 'The Spirit Of St. Louis'.

Damn. I listened to 'Vibrate' once soon as I got it, and thought it was horribly dull. I gave it a couple month's space and just listened to it again tonight. I actually listened to "The New Juju Man (Tutu)" and "Doodlin'" (hi [info]tarotica) twice. The rest is crap.
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Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 01:44 am Threes meme
This is my first meme!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Asiya
2. Soror A.M.
3. Dixie

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Asiya
2. ----------- [edited for privacy 10/15/07]
3. AZCanary

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. persevering
2. intelligent
3. talented in many ways

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. introversion/shyness
2. my given first name
3. no sense of identity...I just don't get the whole concept

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. French
2. German
3. that's it

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the idea of going through life and *never* knowing who I am
2. having my head dunked in a swimming pool
3. Bush being elected for a second term....oh wait...

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Altoids
2. computer & internet access
3. music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black jeans
2. steel blue shirt, similar to the color of my website
3. black socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Therion
2. Symphony X
3. Faith No More

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. The Khlysti Evangelist by Therion
2. Call of Dagon by Therion
3. The Dreams of Swedenborg by....Therion. I can't stop listening to this new double album!

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. continue progressing & learning new things in my magickal work
2. get truly involved & make things happen in politics
3. not be so cranky in the morning

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. learning, growing, discovering together
2. intelligent conversation
3. space

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. Nothing is true; everything is permitted.
2. Thoughts are false.
3. fnord

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. long hair
2. strong hands
3. around the same height as me (5'8"), give or take a couple inches

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. swim
2. tell lies for my employers
3. pretend to be perky

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. music
2. writing
3. laying around watching movies

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
(in this order):
1. win 20 million dollars tax-free
2. move to Europe
3. practice hedonism and magick to the end of my days

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. politics
2. sales
3. something to do with music

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Germany
2. Belgium
3. New York City...haven't been there since 9/11

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. pfft
2. double pfft
3. triple pfft

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be famous or infamous
2. extensive traveling in Europe
3. change the world in a significant way

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. everyone who would has already taken it, and those who haven't, wouldn't
2.
3.
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Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 01:07 am Lemuria & Sirius B
The current incarnation of Therion is by far the best. The ever-present band leader Chris Johnsson, along with Kristian Niemann, Johan Niemann, and Sami Karppinen, brought into the world the magnificent albums 'Deggial', 'Secret of the Runes', and now the double album 'Lemuria / Sirius B'.

Therion keeps on perfecting the style that is all their own. There's more experimentation with the instruments, the opera singers are of a higher quality, the lyrics are deeper and are getting better with English grammar (Therion is from Sweden), the production kicks ass.

Particularly with 'Lemuria / Sirius B', these are true spiritual, religious-like experiences. It is evident that much love and devotion was put into this project. What's been interesting too is being able to see through the years how Chris Johnsson and Thomas Karlsson are progressing as magicians by the subject matters and depth of the lyrics. From the opening soar, "Typhon is alive - descending with allies, From the mountain of the snake in the deepest Night of Pan" to the final "Is there life on Earth? The Work will set you free. Voyage of Gurdjieff, are we like machines? No, we can build a soul like a black diamond." If you put on these albums, sit still and pay deep attention, it can certainly be an emotional, enlightening experience. Chris' and Thomas' magickal order Dragon Rogue makes good use of Bhakti yoga.

I guess I should qualify this by saying that Therion is probably not suitable for fluffy Pagans and magicians. Pagans afraid of the "darker" side of magick, nature, and themselves, and hardcore Golden Dawners and LVX-types probably would run away at the first mention of the glorious Typhon. Oh well. Therion, on 'Lemuria' & 'Sirius B' (and sprinkled throughout their albums), mention that you can't achieve spiritual fulfillment by ignoring and pushing away your demons. It's alchemy. Solve et Coagula. The Dark Night of the Soul is necessary to see the Star and reach the Sun. Dragon Rogue just tends to revere and revel in the 'solve' aspect a bit more than most. ;)
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Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 12:44 am blogthings.com
Current Mood: happy
More silly tests from BlogThings.com taken today...now posted on a part of my site, since they're vaguely occult-related.
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Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 02:15 am "Whimsical" Tarot Offerings
A couple years ago I bought the out-of-print Sola Busca Tarot book from isisbooks.com. I'm still on their mailing list and get an occasional catalog from them. While looking through their most recent catalog's Tarot section, it struck me how absurd much of "pomo" Tarot is. It's something I was already aware of, having written a great deal about it in the past, but here it was, all laid out.

Tarot Intro:
"Historians can't pinpoint its absolute inception, but the first known decks are from the medieval period. Some believe though that the actual symbols contained in the tarot are much older and have been passed down from Ancient Egypt." *sigh* Yeah, I know, it's just a catalog.

Here's some of the funnier, weirder, and/or more pathetic descriptions of decks:

International Icon Tarot - The little stencil people from restroom doors inhabit a Rider-Waite style tarot deck.

Animal-Wise Tarot - A tarot deck which focuses on the significance of Nature, particularly animals. Learn to communicate with animals more clearly.

Cani Originali Tarot - 22 tiny dogs in the traditional symbolism of the major arcana.

Decameron Tarot - Adult and taste free. 78 cards. That's all that can be said.

Fey Tarot - With no shadows but what the reader brings.

Oracle Tarot - 62 cards and guidebook allow you to give yourself and loved ones readings. There are only positive and uplifting cards in this deck, as there is always a positive choice; no matter what the situation.

Spirit of the Flowers Tarot - Pastel butterfly-winged children romp beneath flowers in this 78-card deck.

Tarot of the Animal Lords - 78 cards with animal heads on human bodies make us reflect on the nature of the world.

Unicorn Tarot - Your search for unicorns will help you realize your best qualities and strengths.

Books:

Putting the Tarot to Work - Generate ideas for improving sales, employee harmony, and your work life in general, using the Tarot.

Instant Tarot - A groovy little flip-book of tarot readings - ask a question, flip to the answer!

Tarot For the Healing Heart - A registered nurse instructs on using tarot as a healing tool, with activities and exercises designed to help with your own healing process.

Tarot Tells the Tale - Explore the permutations of the simple three-card spread by doing readings for Cinderella and other characters.
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